Breaking a part
I feel like writing whenever I feel frustrated.
Today, I'm realized I'm being tested by Almighty. All the things I heard, makes me feel heartbroken.
Only Allah knows that feeling.
Family being apart because of outsiders.
Yes, I feel frustration and everything. But, I also know Allah has His own plan.
I don't have to hold grudge. Because kifarah does exist. But, deep in my heart, when you feel really frustrated, you'll start to let them go. I mean. LET THEM GO.
Don't expect me to come back. I've forgiven once. I'll forgive again. But no. I will not forget. Even a minute.
I have my lesson learnt on how people look at you. How people treating you. Life is not a straight journey. You may no need them now, but you'll never know what will happen to you in the future. I always put them as my top priority, but only to find out that I'm only an option.
I cried every night. At least I know Allah is listening. He never brings me down. and I never give up on Him. I have lots of sin. But Allah is always there by my side. Ya Allah, please forgive me, my husband and kids. Amin.
Today, I'm realized I'm being tested by Almighty. All the things I heard, makes me feel heartbroken.
Only Allah knows that feeling.
Family being apart because of outsiders.
Yes, I feel frustration and everything. But, I also know Allah has His own plan.
I don't have to hold grudge. Because kifarah does exist. But, deep in my heart, when you feel really frustrated, you'll start to let them go. I mean. LET THEM GO.
Don't expect me to come back. I've forgiven once. I'll forgive again. But no. I will not forget. Even a minute.
I have my lesson learnt on how people look at you. How people treating you. Life is not a straight journey. You may no need them now, but you'll never know what will happen to you in the future. I always put them as my top priority, but only to find out that I'm only an option.
I cried every night. At least I know Allah is listening. He never brings me down. and I never give up on Him. I have lots of sin. But Allah is always there by my side. Ya Allah, please forgive me, my husband and kids. Amin.
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